Estou com saudades, mas tive de parar. Estava a ficar muito complicado.

Estou a pensar começar de novo. Esta é uma vantagem da segunda vida. Podemos começar de novo.

Bem, estou oficialmente de férias de segunda vida.

Vou ver se descanço

Passei, nos últimos tempo, uns momentos complicados, penso que já passaram, espero que já tenham passado.

Na minha segunda vida, que quase não tenho tempo para ela, também não está melhor. Não procuro nada, mas criei uma situação que não queria. Não quero ferir ninguém, mas acho que fiz isso. Sempre deixei muito claro que não posso criar expectativas a ninguém, nem a mim mesmo posso fazer isso. Mais vale acabar com isto tudo e terminar o Dont de uma vez por todas. Não vale a pena ferir ninguém.

Devia ter feito isso mais cedo, na primeira vez. Não quero, nem posso, criar expectativas a ninguém. A minha segunda vida é a minha segunda chance de fazer as coisas como deve ser. Se não faço direito, mais vale não fazer.

Sempre tentei que a minha segunda vida fosse separada da primeira, por exemplo, só entrava quando todos em casa estavam a dormir. É por isso que só apareço muito tarde e pouco tempo.

Mas vou continuar a colocar aqui alguma coisa. Como sempre serão mais desabafos.

Ainda vou pensar o que fazer, mas o mais provável será o desaparecimento do Dont.

This is the end

This Is The End
by She Wants Revenge

Running like a dog never making connections,
Keep your story straight if they question you,
Try to separate the feeling from the truth.
You're pulled in many directions, it's never a gamble.
low risk low reward love is all you need.
But did you think that you could walk away so clean?
Yet you're staring at another strange ceiling again,
Though you swore you'd stay home and read,
Wondering when it is alright to leave,
So you just get dressed.
The door shuts behind you, the sun rears its head,
You race to your car through the cold morning dew,
Slightly annoyed and confused- she didn't seem to mind,
You didn't spend the night.



This is the end,
Though I saw it coming before we went to bed,
No I never could be the one for you.
This is the end,
Though I saw it before we started,
And no one's gonna be broken-hearted here.


Staring straight ahead and never looking for answers,
Dumb yourself down it's a great disguise.
Try to separate omissions from the lies.
With low expectations then nobody's let down,
No long talks and no breakdowns on the way.
But isn't that what makes it worthwhile anyway?

Now you're pressed against somebody
Who you don't even like,
Though they're cute and they'll pass the time,
Kissing around their neck and not their mouth,
So they don't look in your eyes.
You lie down exhausted and riddled with doubt,
Then wait 'til they're sleeping and sneak towards the door
Careful not to make noise
Across the creaky wood floors:
They're not as cold as yours.

This is the end,
Though I saw it coming before we went to bed,
No I never could be the one for you.
This is the end,
Though I saw it before we started,
And no one's gonna be broken-hearted here.
This is the end,

Though I saw it coming before we went to bed,
No I never could be the one for you.
This is the end,
Though I saw it before we started,
And no one's gonna be broken-hearted here.

This is the end,
Though I saw it coming before we went to bed,
No I never could be the one for you.
This is the end,
Though I saw it before we started,
And no one's gonna be broken-hearted here.

This is the end,
Though I saw it coming before we went to bed,
No I never could be the one for you.
This is the end,
Though I saw it before we started,
And no one's gonna be broken-hearted here.

Pretend The World Has Ended

Pretend The World Has Ended
by She Wants Revenge

Cast shadows through the days
And swing the night and come with me.
There's nothing to believe in here
So just believe in me.
Your sense of apprehension suits you,
You wear troubles well.
I've nothing left to hide from you,
I've got no God to sell.
Just put your hand in mine,
Then cast your doubts aside.

We can hide away for days,
Pretend the world has ended.
No more drama, no more pain.
Pretend the world has ended.
We can run away tonight,
Pretend the world has ended.
No matter what they say we'll work out fine,
Cause you and I know this is heaven.

Your hair is damp from the rain,
Hungry eyes that look like lust.
The ghosts of lost loves follow you,
You feel but you can't trust.
Time disappears inside you,
'Till there's nothing left but us.
We wave goodbye to everyone,
And hope our love's enough.
Just put your hand in mine,
Then cast your doubts aside.

We can hide away for days,
Pretend the world has ended.
No more drama, no more pain.
Pretend the world has ended.
We can run away tonight,
Pretend the world has ended.
No matter what they say we'll work out fine,
Cause you and I know this is heaven.

We can hide away for days,
Pretend the world has ended.
No more drama, no more pain.
Pretend the world has ended.
We can run away tonight,
Pretend the world has ended.
No matter what they say we'll work out fine,
Cause you and I know this is heaven.